Saturday, February 17, 2007
CHE.R.RYMy hands trembled That is because of the little courage I developed
I was never into emoticons But if they are from you I will become excited
It is bad to reply right away I heard it from someone
But such tricks are beyond me and I cannot do it
...I really like you ah ah ah ah
I fell in love, but you probably haven't noticed
In the starry night Filled with wishes CHE.R.RY
With my fingertips I send you a message
Cherry blossoms are blooming
Right now I rather exchange 10 seconds of the full view from this room
And get to know what you're feeling
I don't mind even if it's just one line I wish to have words from you
Even if it's a lie I'm still able to continue believing it
....Because I like you ah ah ah ah
I fell in love, but you probably haven't noticed
In the starry night Filled with wishes CHE.R.RY
With my fingertips I send you a message
The sweeten fruit is nice
Wish to get to know you more starting from casual conversations
ah ah ah ah
The beginning of love I felt as if my heart 'twitched'
Because I will wait for you no matter what
The message that filled with cold night winds of spring
I fell in love, but you probably haven't noticed
In the starry night Filled with wishes CHE.R.RY
With my fingertips I send you a message
here's the translation enjoy =)d
::8:32 PM
CHE.R.RYTe no hira de furueta sore ga chiisana yuuki ni natteitanda
Emoji wa nigate datta dakedo kimi kara dattara wakuwaku shichau
Henji wa sugu ni shicha dame datte dareka ni kiita koto arukedo
Kake hiki nante dekinai no
...Suki na no yo ah ah ah ah
Koishi chattanda tabun kizuite nai deshou?
Hoshi no yoru negai komete CHE.R.RY
Yubisaki de okuru kimi he no MESSAGE
Sakura ga saiteiru kono heya kara mieteru keshiki wo zenbu
Ima kimi ga kanjita sekai to jyuu byou torikaete morau yori
Hon no ichi gyou demo kamawanainda kimi kara no kotoba ga hoshiinda
Uso demo shinji tsudukerareru no
...suki dakara ah ah ah ah
Koishi chattanda tabun kizuite nai deshou?
Hoshi no yoru negai komete CHE.R.RY
Yubisaki de okuru kimi he no MESSAGE
Amaku naru kajitsu ga ii no nanigenai kaiwa kara sodate tai ah ah ah ah
Koi no hajimari mune ga KYUN to semaku naru
Itsu made mo matteiru kara haru no tsumetai yokaze ni azukete MESSAGE
Koishi chattanda tabun kizuite nai deshou?
Hoshi no yoru negai komete CHE.R.RY
Yubisaki de okuru kimi he no MESSAGE
::8:26 PM
Monday, February 12, 2007
Sangatsu Kokonoka (3月9日)
In the midst of the passing seasons
Suddenly, I feel the length of the day
Amidst the days that pass by busily
You and I draw out our dreams My feelings ride upon the March wind
Cherry blossom buds continue on toward spring One ray of the overflowing light
Warms the morning little by little
After letting out a big yawn and stretching
I'm beside you, who is feeling a little shy I stand at the entrance to a new world
And I'm not the only one who realizes this When I close my eyes
Just how strong are you
Beneath my eyelids?
I want things to be that way for you The whirlwind carries with it a cloud of dust
My dirty clothes are all balled up
But the white moon in the afternoon sky
Fascinated me, because it was kind of pretty
Things don't always go well
When I look up to the sky, even all of that seems small The blue sky is cold and clear
The tufts of feathers on the birds' heads sway in the wind
If we can share the happiness of
Waiting for flowers to bloom, that's what happiness is Along the way, next to you, I quietly smile When I close my eyes
Just how strong are you
Beneath my eyelids?
I want things to be that way for you
i present you this lyrics that is powerful,sincere and touching...
"i just want to live my life to the fullest?
am i being selfish?please tell me?"
-Kito Aya,quoted from 1 litre of Tears
::6:15 AM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
''for the sake of my dreams,
i will remain in this path that i have chosen
i will not run away''
ah...its a Saturday
as usual i didnt go to church for the cell group or smth
cant be bothered to la...feel out of place
went out to orchard then
shant elaborate about what was i doing in the morning till 2
went to meet nick then after that
he was supposed to be watching his friends playing bball
but insisted on following me to buy dango
what the crap!?
so,
walked around the takashimaya basement
bought some dango
walked around to look for valentine's day gift
when im supposed to do it only on white's day
and how come nobody knows whats white day?
anyway walked around,
but couldnt find anything nice to buy
so,
went to HMV and then bought YUI's single
''From YUI to Kaoru Amane''
its the title of the single
wheeee~!
"Rolling Star''album isnt out yet,so nvm
then i decided to buy crumpler bag
i have been eyeing that bag
so yeah
wanted to buy clothes as well
but the goddamn school fee that i have to pay
i was deprived from getting my new clothes
so nvm...i will get it next week or smth.
nick was with me all along.
so anyway,
went down to 'The Market Place' @ Paragon
went to buy drink
::9:25 PM
im afraid of closing my eyes
every night i close my eyes,
i keep on thinking what will tomorrow be?
how long more do i have here left
the idea of a new journey,
im still bewildered by it
every morning i open my eyes,
im afraid to embrace the new sunrise
my eyse will become blurry
by the tears that swells in my eyes
everytime i think about the past
tears will fall endlessly
'why now?'
'please,just a little bit more..'
but i know the longer i remain,
the more painful it is for me to move on
there are so many things i want to do still,
knowing that i have to leave soon,
my heart breaks apart
i sank deeper into the darkness
i can only hear my own echo
that shouts for help
i have been searching for those warm hands
those loving embrace
even so
i can't see them,
i cant feel them,
all i hear is the echo from my painful loss
i do not know how to accept this
im confused
::9:17 PM
Friday, February 9, 2007
today,i received my result,as i have thought,i couldn't be myself anymore.
was of course very nervous,somehow convinced that i cant expect more than what i deem fit.
when the moment of truth came,it feels like my leg were numb,trying to convince myself that my eyes were blurry because of the lack of sleep i have been having.
But it seems that the truth hates to be hidden.
i couldn't accept it,
i couldn't accept what score that i have earned.
i was of course,were unsatisfied.
My leg went numb when i saw the numbers,
it feels like as if the world around me just crumbles away,
like a pile of sand being washed away by the ocean wave that gradually fades away
im really perplexed
i do not know how to pick up from here
as i fell,i look up the sky
the sky that stretches boundlessly
the blue wave that smiles at me as i try to stand again
although i am still asking
''why me?''
''do i really deserve it?''
i understand that
life is never fair,nor can we compromise with life
so,why not make the best out of it
like the sunflower that sway under the sun everyday
greeting each other
plants are so amazing
when washed in rain,they stood strong
and bear flowers
i want to be strong like them too
but through today,
i learnt that
humans never appreciate what they are able to do now
only when they are disabled
only thenonly then they will learn to aprreciate everything
but even so
''being disabled isn't unlucky,
its just inconvinient...''
-1 Litre of tears
::2:35 AM
Monday, February 5, 2007
wheeee getting my pay tmr!! Mark was damn funny lah..he is lame..lmao...he laughs at his own jokes and likes to pick on me for some reason ftw!?aiya he is damn funny lah...
work's fun and all,but O level result is coming out this friday...sucky...im scared
im excited to go back to school but not exactly keen on getting my results...
::5:28 AM
hi screwed up blogger,MOFO
::5:26 AM
