Saturday, February 10, 2007

im afraid of closing my eyes
every night i close my eyes,
i keep on thinking what will tomorrow be?
how long more do i have here left

the idea of a new journey,
im still bewildered by it
every morning i open my eyes,
im afraid to embrace the new sunrise

my eyse will become blurry
by the tears that swells in my eyes
everytime i think about the past
tears will fall endlessly

'why now?'
'please,just a little bit more..'
but i know the longer i remain,
the more painful it is for me to move on

there are so many things i want to do still,
knowing that i have to leave soon,
my heart breaks apart
i sank deeper into the darkness

i can only hear my own echo
that shouts for help
i have been searching for those warm hands
those loving embrace

even so
i can't see them,
i cant feel them,
all i hear is the echo from my painful loss

i do not know how to accept this
im confused

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