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Friday, February 9, 2007

today,i received my result,as i have thought,i couldn't be myself anymore.

was of course very nervous,somehow convinced that i cant expect more than what i deem fit.
when the moment of truth came,it feels like my leg were numb,trying to convince myself that my eyes were blurry because of the lack of sleep i have been having.
But it seems that the truth hates to be hidden.
i couldn't accept it,
i couldn't accept what score that i have earned.
i was of course,were unsatisfied.

My leg went numb when i saw the numbers,
it feels like as if the world around me just crumbles away,
like a pile of sand being washed away by the ocean wave that gradually fades away

im really perplexed
i do not know how to pick up from here

as i fell,i look up the sky
the sky that stretches boundlessly
the blue wave that smiles at me as i try to stand again

although i am still asking
''why me?''
''do i really deserve it?''
i understand that
life is never fair,nor can we compromise with life
so,why not make the best out of it

like the sunflower that sway under the sun everyday
greeting each other

plants are so amazing
when washed in rain,they stood strong
and bear flowers
i want to be strong like them too

but through today,
i learnt that
humans never appreciate what they are able to do now
only when they are disabled
only thenonly then they will learn to aprreciate everything

but even so
''being disabled isn't unlucky,
its just inconvinient...''
-1 Litre of tears


At the very least,if we are free to swim in our own dreams,we wouldn't need that kind of sky ::2:35 AM



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