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Monday, April 30, 2007

im fuggin fed up lah! !@#!%^&

everytime.
EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME
what THE FUCK DID I DO TO DESERVE ALL THESE?
I FEEL LIKE SMASHING MY EHAD ON THE WALL NOW.

ONE SENTENCE

FUCK YOU,YOU AND YOU!! AND FUCK THE WORLD!


At the very least,if we are free to swim in our own dreams,we wouldn't need that kind of sky ::5:48 AM



Monday, April 23, 2007
i hate everything now,its sad but its true.
i no longer believe in everything,EVERYTHING else i have been trying to protect all these while.
friendship,name,happiness and everything else,it all came to naught
nothing else more than a mere phatetic illusion
i dont care anymore
let it fade away
return everything to the oblivion,i dont give a damn anymore

everything else turned against me
i wished for nothing else just honesty
but now,my last wish is for everything to return to oblivion,
dissapear,so that i will never remember my pain,anguish and despair anymore
so that i wouldnt have to remember my stupidity trying to protect things that are futile

never again,i hate everything else


At the very least,if we are free to swim in our own dreams,we wouldn't need that kind of sky ::6:35 AM



Thursday, April 19, 2007
ok.i think this is an appropriate time to post.

firstly i really hate to say this,but everyone else is pissing me off with the exception or one or maybe two and those don't really talk to me.SO considering people who talks to me and pisses me off that will be evryone else.its just that i dont show it neither should you people take it for granted my patience is free but not unlimited there's a limit to it like how carbon usage should be.over-using it results in your suffering.

firstly,insult anything but the name that my parents gave me.they work their fuckin ass off to feed me and my sister here to let us study here so you JOLLYWELL respect or fuck off my face.

secondly,me not being straight forward as last time doesnt mean that i cant be like last time anymore.im just trying to be nice.not being appreciative and you fuck off my face too.

thirdly,I DONT HAVE TO FORCE MY SMILE ON ANYONE AND I MEAN ANYONE.im just trying to prevent discord.anymore nonsense i'll rip off that masquerade and i'll show you my fucking ace of HATRED.mark my words i've drawn a line to everyone cross it and you better cross your finger so that i dont make you learn the hard ass way

LAST but not least thank you for reading.not happy with this post fuck off but im still not gonna delete it away.SO watch your back make sure no knife is inserted on your back.


At the very least,if we are free to swim in our own dreams,we wouldn't need that kind of sky ::2:31 AM



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