Monday, September 17, 2007

if it's gonna be like that anyway,
lets dream our dumb dreams...,
at least bright and happy.

you don't have to act cool,
its more like you not to put on 'airs'

the harder and harder we try,
the faster the wheel of destiny spins

like a march of schoolchildren
their arms and legs move forward together,
in unison happily.

but isn't that just fine?
its better living your life,
to be laughed by others..

in the depths of my mind,
the real me were sealed away.
36'5 degree of real me,
we don't stop with no directions.

but I'm still acting tough,
I'm putting on barriers
I'm fighting the pain

if only i could say how i feel when it hurts
we're weak but acting tough.
the reason why we say we are OK when we're lonely,
is to protect our already crumbling heart.

I'm sure it's not just me,
carrying all these,
feelings with nowhere to go,
this loneliness with nowhere to be.

crying for what we failed to protect,
like a little baby.
sitting and waiting for the snack called 'love'

I looked at the person who was walking
faster than their shadow cast on asphalt and thought,
if we've got legs,we can move
and a place where we want to be.
Then let's walk there.

there were some nights i thought
i'd never get back my real smile but,
aided by the warmth of those who are important to me,
I thought i might try believing again.

if only i could say how i feel when it hurts
we're weak but acting tough.
the reason why we say we are OK when we're lonely,
is to protect our already crumbling heart.

the mistakes and scars,
the days i was lost and almost cried,
I thought that as a proof that i have lived my life as 'me'

if it would be like that anyway,
i'd want to dream dumb dreams with more passion than anyone else.
put away my excuses,puff my chest up high,
and keep singing of a person called 'ME'

as long as we are alive,there is hope,
as long as there is life,we have to keep the flame of hope flickering,
in our soul.

=))))))))
majority is ripped from a song lyric titled
"Ketsui no Asa Ni"-Aqua Timez (a decision in the morning)
i thought its inspiring...and enjoyable i shall post up the song soon.

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